I know why I tell this lie…..

The lie that what we had was “artificial”

The lie that I didn’t enjoy any of it..

Because she’s already got enough going on…

Yes, our families encouraged us…. But I had fun.

I liked our dates

I liked our festivals

I liked playing romance songs for her

I loved comforting her

I just have to lie and say that I wouldn’t want to go back to that.

back to us.

When everything was simple..

Even just pranking her again was an amazing feeling.

But if I told her how I really felt… I think it would just make things more complicated.

She’s still dealing with a lot of stuff out of her control.

and I’d never mention that when she’s already got Susie.

But….

When Susie was distancing herself from both of us, Noelle was so depressed she could barely even type… I kind of resent Susie for hurting her like that, but I’m slowly forgiving her. She came back last second, and we were both so relieved..



There’s something weird about whenever I play piano… she just sits there with her eyes closed… breathing softly and listening with a smile….

It’s like she forgets she’s not a kid anymore…

When she had her eyes focused on Susie instead of closing them…. That was nice.

She was moving on…

She was out of the past, even for just a moment.

It still hurt though…. Things like that always do.



Our siblings…. They planned so much for us.

A cute little campout in a cave,

Another camp, on the other side of the Hometown Lake, with a breathtaking view…

They cared. I guess they wanted to see history repeat itself…

I guess it’s good that those places are still kicking,

Sooz and her can put ‘em to good use, lmao.



I’d be there for her if anything happens, but I guess that’s true for the both of them.

”For my last act of love, I will let you go.”

Idk I think you read that quote somewhere for an assignment

Don’t get in their way.

Maybe we’re happy together in other lives….

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